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      <description>The Journey of Annastazia</description>
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      <copyright>Copyright 2008</copyright>
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         <title>It&apos;s painless really</title>
         <description><![CDATA[Update your links, people. <a href="http://new.burlapsoul.org">Update. your. links.</a>]]></description>
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         <title>See you over at the new place</title>
         <description><![CDATA[Hi All. This place is a bit broken right now and I wanted to simplify things anyway. So, until further notice, update your links and <a href="http://new.burlapsoul.org">visit me here instead</a>. Thanks and enjoy.]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 23:36:22 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>New</title>
         <description><![CDATA[This blog may be undergoing a little facelift soon. In the meantime, you can find me writing <a href="http://new.burlapsoul.org">over here</a>. Plus, if you visit me over there, you can like leave comments without technical problems and stuff. I swear! What a concept, I know! ;-)]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2008 21:57:35 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>TTFN</title>
         <description><![CDATA[You may see some serious changes here for a while. I'm considering just taking everything down and starting over, even if I have to hire someone to help me. MT is useless as far support goes and I'm beyond ready to try something else. I'm just not sure where exactly you store 4 years of archives so that it <em>doesn't</em> take up all the room on your hosted account.

In the meantime, while I need to do some serious writing, it won't be here. I'll keep you updated as to where I end up. (Hopefully, it's right back here but with some new clothes.) If you'd like to say hello, just <a href="mailto: annastazia at gmail dot com">email me</a> or find me on AIM (crowluvsservo). Kisses and happy new year!]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jan 2008 17:27:49 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>So Done</title>
         <description><![CDATA[Guys, I honestly have no idea why the comments are always so fucked up. I was trying to fix them and now suddenly they're all just GONE. Not only that, but you can't even leave a comment <strong>at all.</strong> I can't stand this anymore. All I ever do is plug in a new banner photo with a new background, but something always goes wrong and fucks up and I'm just so tired of it. I love to re-design my site, but my god this is nuts. I love to write here, but I'm so just damned tired of having to give my fucking life over the computer for days on end for nothing. I can't figure this shit out, I leave endless queries and questions on the MT forums and no one EVER responds to me. I'm so tired of this shit. I'm so absolutely fucking tired of it.

I'm sure people think I'm being dramatic, but you should see how much of my week has been spent just trying to get my damned blog to work. That's time I could be working on my house or spending with my husband and the animals. But no, I spend it here getting nowhere and getting no answers from anyone anywhere. Not a single person answers questions on the forums? Then what the hell do we have them for? It just really pisses me off. I like my domain name, I want to keep it, but I can't keep doing this shit to myself every time I just want to change a banner photo or some colors. It becomes a DAYS LONG process that eventually puts me into tears. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I hate this version of MT, I hate having to pay people to install the software for me because I can't figure it out for myself, I hate that the forums talk to me like I am a fucking coding genius when I have stated again and again that I am not, I hate that I have no idea how to backup 4 YEARS of my life and just switch over to something easier. I don't want to take down my blog, but this is bullshit. I just want to write and I want to have my own domain name. I want to create my own banner photos and express myself. Why must that be so damned difficult? Seriously, what is the damned point of blogging software that doesn't work for you whenever you <em>want to blog</em>? I don't like to get this angry, but I just don't see the damned point anymore. I've lost time with my husband, time on my house, half my weekend and too much sleep because I <strong>changed a banner photo.</strong> Seriously, at this point, I just want to take the whole damned thing down and say fuck it.]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 17:53:41 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>I wanna be your sledgehammer</title>
         <description>It was time for something a little new. So what do you think? I&apos;m sure it looks all jacked up in IE, but I don&apos;t know how to fix that and frankly, I don&apos;t care. You should be using Firefox anyway. ;-)

Have I mentioned just how much I love sledgehammers? Because I do. And boots. Boots are awesome.</description>
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         <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 01:59:24 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>She&apos;s got a point</title>
         <description><![CDATA[A conversation with <a href="http://xstardustedx.livejournal.com">Rasee</a> this morning via my newly re-discovered AIM:

CrowLuvsServo : I'm okay. It's nice not having to work and being able to wake up on your own clock.
capricornras : I bet. And you're still working on the house.
capricornras : And raising a puppy.
CrowLuvsServo : Yes, I am a full time house fixer upper and puppy owner.
CrowLuvsServo : He just ate poop by the way.
capricornras : Hee. And cat-mommy.
capricornras : And ew.
capricornras : Bad Bogey.
CrowLuvsServo : Very Bad Bogey. He got half a bag full of carrots and was sent outside. 
CrowLuvsServo : My glamorous life.
capricornras : I know!
capricornras : Fur. And staples. And poop.
CrowLuvsServo : With Bogey, it seems to be more a stream of steady destruction.
CrowLuvsServo : And the barking, my god the barking!
capricornras : He's just expressing his many opinions!
capricornras : Sharing.
capricornras : Connecting. Etc.
CrowLuvsServo : He has more opinions than a political talk show host, I think.
capricornras : He is your pup. :-)]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jan 2008 11:51:16 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>Home and back again</title>
         <description><![CDATA[The wind is blowing fiercely outside and I can hear fireworks going off all over the city. We're thoroughly enjoying the Twilight Zone Marathon on Sci-Fi and the dogs are snoring peacefully in the glow of the Christmas tree. We've been home from Michigan for only a few hours and most of that time was spent napping on the couch. For the past five years, we've gone out and done something on New Year's Eve. Sometimes it was fun, sometimes it just felt like too much pressure and didn't live up to our expectations. This year, I wanted to do absolutely nothing. I didn't want to watch a single ball drop or have a single sip of champagne or wear a single uncomfortable shoe. I wanted to relax on the couch with my new husband, my dogs and my cats and simply wake up to 2008 with absolutely no fanfare or drama whatsoever. I wanted simply to rest. 

I got my wish. 

Eight years ago tonight, <a href="http://penfold.burlapsoul.org">we</a> had our first date that turned into our first weekend that turned into something I never imagined would be so lovely. It's 2008, we're home, we're happy and we're finally married. It's the best beginning to a new year I could ever think of. 

All the best to you and yours in the year ahead.]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:44:58 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>Happy Birthday Rasee!</title>
         <description><![CDATA[I just want to wish a wonderful and happy birthday to the ever-so-wonderful <a href="http://xstardustedx.livejournal.com">Rasee</a>! May 2008 be all you ever wanted and then some, beautiful girl! xoxo

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         <pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:48:48 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>2007 Year in Review</title>
         <description><![CDATA[2007 was easily one of the most chaotic and difficult yet joyous and transforming years of my entire life. Read on and you'll see why.

January: 
Spent New Year's Eve on Mackinac Island, but without snow and stuck in an arctic monsoon instead. <a href="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archives/2007/01/#001247">Began leaning further toward a child-free life</a>. Tried to begin understanding the coding madness that is MT 3.33. Finally found a house that we could agree on and afford and better yet, <a href="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archives/2007/01/#001251">they accepted our offer</a>. Weighed the pros and cons of a fixer-upper endlessly <a href="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archives/2007/01/#001253">but finally decided we could do it</a>. ]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2007 01:13:52 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>Christmas Pause</title>
         <description><![CDATA[We're back from Eastern Kentucky and Christmas with my family. All in all, it was nice. We had fun, we ate good food, we got lots of good stuff, we had fun with family. Isn't that all you ever really want? I have to say though that I just wasn't all there this time around and don't really remember the details. I'm still suffering from the after effects of strep throat and bronchitis (thanks asthma flare-ups!) so I was quite sufficiently doped up for most of it. I'm pretty sure that my grandfather took photos of me knocked out on the couch on Christmas Day. (Those should be fun to look at.) To make matters worse, my neck and a muscle in my back seized up on the drive down and still hasn't loosened up <em>three days later</em>. Of course my chiropractor is closed this week. *le sigh*

It was a good time though. The holidays with my family are always loud and chaotic because there are so many of us and we all talk at once, but in the end it was nice. On Friday, we leave bright and early for Christmas with <a href="http://penfold.burlapsoul.org">J.'s</a> family in Northern Michigan. (Yes, we spend the holidays in our car. We should really just invest in an RV and be done with it.) This will be Bogey's first trip "up nort, eh" and I just hope that a 10 hour car ride with two beagles doesn't make us want to kill them or each other. Mostly though, I just want all of us to be safe. That's really the best Christmas present I could ask for.

As my little gift to you, I give you this shot taken with my new wide angle lens from <a href="http://penfold.burlapsoul.org">Santa</a>:

<img alt="wideangle-treeanimals.jpg" src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/wideangle-treeanimals.jpg" width="550" height="440" />

Hope yours was merry and happy. Say a safe travel prayer or two for us and we'll have a cup of cocoa for all of you. :-)]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2007 01:21:22 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>Oops, I forgot solstice</title>
         <description>We&apos;re off on our holiday travels starting tomorrow morning (well, actually today). Have a safe and happy holiday and may you all be warm, healthy and safe. 

Happy Chrismahanakwanzakah to you and all of yours!</description>
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         <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 01:39:17 -0500</pubDate>
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         <title>The bun is baked</title>
         <description><![CDATA[My most heartfelt congratulations and best wishes go out to Laura and Kyle on the <a href="http://thenoodleincident.org/blog/?p=510">arrival of their bun!</a> He's beautiful! :-)]]></description>
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         <title>Of Streptococcal and Success</title>
         <description><![CDATA[I have strep throat for the third time in less than a year. Three days before Christmas. What is it about the marriage of major holidays and personal illness for me? Am I allergic to special occasions? What. the. hell. I had strep throat on Easter and so I couldn't pray the steps on Good Friday with <a href="http://penfold.burlapsoul.org">J.</a> like I wanted. Then, in an ironic twist even <strong>I</strong> couldn't have planned, I tested positive for strep <em>the day we left for our honeymoon.</em> Not to mention that J. caught it halfway into the honeymoon as well. (The first three days were a romantic escapade in tissue buying, laying in bed coughing, and sucking throat lozenges like candy <em>in the middle of June</em> - ooooh, the romance!) A doctor did once tell me that if I contract strep too often within a year, it could indicate or lead to heart problems. I don't remember exactly how that works, but that was kind of a scary thing to hear. Thanks random doc!

Anyway, I'm armed with antibiotics and cough syrup. Hopefully I'll be able to just stay home today and have everyone shopped and bought for already. No more excursions out into Germ Land for me, I'm afraid. Although I will be making desserts and other food gifts for family, so maybe I should invest in a gas mask and gloves anyway?

I keep meaning to post pictures of the arch, now that it's mostly finished. It truly amazes us how well it came out and it makes the house feel so much more like a home now rather than a random (and ugly) box. Hmmm, let me see if I can find those pics... hold on.

Okay. If you'll remember our living room started out like this:

<img src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/pics/before-livingroomoffice.jpg">

View into the "office" area that was basically just attached to the living room because they had opened it up entirely too much. 

<img src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/pics/before-livingroom.jpg">

View into the actual living room from the office. Notice the giant metal beam they left and just painted - that was really great with the low ceilings. NOT.

<img src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/pics/before-hallway.jpg">

View of the hallway from the kitchen (you can see the complete lack of separation and how the bathroom - on the left - is so easily visible from everywhere in the house).

Now (although it's way more cluttered) it looks like this:

<img src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/pics/archafter-office2.jpg">

The cutouts on either side of the arch are for the built-in bookshelves we plan on making after the holidays. You can see how much we need them.

<img src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/pics/archafter-livingroom2.jpg">

Once it's sanded and finished, the entire arch will be painted the same brown as that front living room wall. (We know that color looks weird with the door. That's because we plan to change that into a white door with a window in it to let in more light.)

<img src="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/pics/archafter-hallway.jpg">

We can't believe how much looooonger our hallway feels now. Even the dogs love to sneak up on each other around it.

Impressive, yes?

Since the orange wall is no longer just one large wall anymore (but we still like the color), we're going to <a href="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archafter-orangebrown.html" onclick="window.open('http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archafter-orangebrown.html','popup','width=510,height=400,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false">leave the orange accent in the living room</a> and just paint the other side of the orange wall (the part that's in the office) the same as the <a href="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archafter-blueorange.html" onclick="window.open('http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archafter-blueorange.html','popup','width=510,height=400,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false">blue-gray color you see here</a>. (Did that make any sense?)

Right now it's all still a little odd because it's not yet painted and looks like a rainbow room in here. Plus, we had to move the furniture to <a href="http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archafter-tree.html" onclick="window.open('http://blog.burlapsoul.org/archafter-tree.html','popup','width=640,height=480,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false">accommodate this year's tree location</a> and that makes it kind of cramped as well. Still, you wouldn't believe how much more comfy and cozy it feels in here now. It's like we have a real living room and a place to get away and snuggle in front of the TV all at the same time. Woohoo, go us! 

Okay, I have presents to wrap and antibiotics to take. Yay holidays!]]></description>
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         <title>Reminder</title>
         <description><![CDATA[A little reminder for you over at the <a href="http://eyesclear.burlapsoul.org">photoblog</a>. Enjoy.]]></description>
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